Move On? ;)
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Heyy peeps! :) Okay, now we talking about move on :) sorry, nak straight to the point jeh ni :) sometimes, most of us can't forget her/his ex, am I right ? sometimes, most of us will take so longgg time to move on and forget everything about her/him :) sometimes, most of us will NOT move on, because they believe thats she/he will getback with her/his ex :) but, as you know, move on is HURT. But, we have to :) sometimes, kita move on dengan rela hati, but sometimes kita move on dengan terpaksa :) boleh tahu kay mana move on rela and move on terpaksa :) well ~ move on is like we kill ourself :3 okay, lets start our point now ;)
Admit, I can't move on from him :) from someone who I really love :) I really do! But, I have to :) what I call "move on terpaksa" :') thats why until now, i don't have any lover and eryn masih tiada niat mahu menggantikan tempat si dia dlm hati eryn ni :') Evennnn.. si dia sudah bahagia punn dengan pilihan dia sendiri :') Look what, eryn bukan tak nak move on, I've tried :) but, I can't :( its hurting me. sakit kay, perit, pedih. sometimes, when eryn diri depan cermin, eryn mesti akan cakap dkat diri eryn "why don't you just move on?!". Erghhh! why meh? mungkin hati eryn berkata "I don't have the strength to forget you" :') Okay, eryn dah cuba memacamm caraa untuk lupakan dia :') but, I can't! malam tadi, masa eryn nak tidur, eryn tetiba rasa rindu yg teramat sgt dkt si dia smp kan eryn menangis :') eryn terasa seolah-ii dia menyampaikan perasaan rindu dia pd eryn :3 but, I'm not sure ;p perasan je xD mungkin ye mungkin tak ;p Admit, eryn rindukan dia sesangatt sekarang ni :') "but, just because I miss him, doesn't mean I need he back in my life. missing is just a part of moving on! :)"
Perasaan cinta, sayang itu mungkin sudah tiada atau mungkin sudah berkurang :') hmmm, "I still love you, but its just not as strong. because, i'm letting you go now, so we can both move on" :) yaa, eryn hope eryn dpt move on mcm dia move on dari eryn? erghh, i'm not enough to be strong :') "don't be afraid to let it go, to give up, to move on. sometimes, its what you have to do in order to find the one person who will never make you do any of those things". mungkin eryn lepaskan dia, eryn biarkan dia pergi, eryn cuba terima hakikat, tapi, jauh dlm sanubari hati eryn, eryn tak sanggup sebenarnya kay :') *ayat makan dalam xD. Whatevaaaaaa ;p Well~ come on, just move on and not forwad to looking back and just be a strong girl ! :) See see ! eryn underline tu ;p penting kay ayat tu untk beri kata semangat kpd eryn xD
Okay, blablabla~ kengkawan eryn ramai suruh cari lain, find another one who loves me :) woah! ada ke? haha xD then, give my hearts to someone who really really do loves me! ;) yess! kengkawan eryn cakap macam tu kat eryn. Ohh, mereka tak tahu apa yg eryn rasa ;p ramai suka eryn, k admit :) tapi, unfortunately, eryn tolak mentah-ii diorg semua :) bukan apa, niat eryn just nak berkawan, not more than that. tapi diorg tak faham -.- diorg nak jgak berharap dkt eryn, so nak tak nak, eryn terpaksa lah tolak mentah-ii xD seriously, buat masa skrg eryn tak nak couple-ii lagi, eryn tak nak KS skrg ni, eryn nak berkawan je dlu :) Admit, eryn ada minat someone ni, and we like each other :) eryn rapat dgn dia skrg, iaitu dausz, "but, if I like him, it doesnt mean I can move on from my ex :')". Eryn tak nak jadikan dausz sbg tempat utk move on! no, eryn tak sanggup buat dausz mcm tu :')
Admit, eryn skrg sedang fall in love with him. we both just like a couple of the year -.- but, kiteorg tak pernah declare! dia baik, dia memahami, dia pandai menjaga hubungan, eryn rasa mcm eryn tak layak utk dia! dia layak dpt perempuan yg lebih baik kay :') dia tak pernah control eryn, tak pernah memaksa eryn, tak pernah mengatur hidup eryn, eryn free even eryn rpt dgn dia like a couple :') but satu bnde je dia tak boleh control, his jealousing ;p dia jealous eryn rpt dgn lelaki or ada lelaki usha eryn, alasan takut kehilangan eryn and same with me :') well~ eryn bangga, at least ada org yg caring psal eryn :') erghh, kelemahan eryn skrg ni adalah, eryn cepat suka someone! -.- eryn senang gilaa suka someone, but dlm hati tak terniat ingin bersama :') hati eryn dah tawar utk couple, utk bercinta ni :') I will prefer just be a friends :)
And now, eryn dapat surat cinta semalam.... you know what? its very mysterious okay! :3 dengan takda namanya, just like a secret admirer lah :3 eryn pelik okay! but, I ignore them :) wasting my time with something just not important for me :) dlm surat tu dia mengatakan dia jatuh cinta dgn eryn sebab eryn baik, cantik, good-looking and blablablaa~ dia punya lantak lah nak jatuh cinta or what, but be gentle okay :) just FTF then tell me the truth. takdelah seram mana kan --' and... si crush eryn tu, Muhammad tu dah dpt number eryn, but dia tak msg/call eryn pun -.- just be waiting for him? no! its really really waste my time :3 maybe kena tunggu, a few days? a weeks? a months? or maybe.... a years? just, ignore him :) nak msg, msg jelah. tak nak, kau punya lantak :) I don't care about thats, just because I like you, its doesnt mean I want together with you, Mr. Arrogant :) eryn tekankan lagi sekali okay, I will prefer just be a friends, see, eryn underline tu means PENTING utk pengetahuan kauorang! :)
Okay, back to our topic. Eryn berserah pada jodoh :') "mencintai seseorang itu adalah hak kita. namun utk memiliki seseorang yang kita cintai TANPA ikatan sah dan halal itu BUKAN HAK KITA :') lepaskan ia pergi! :)" . okayy, eryn ada hak untuk mencintai si dia dgn sepenuh hati eryn and eryn berhak utk cinta siapa org yg eryn nak cinta! tapi, eryn mungkin tak berhak utk menentukan siapa yg akan bersama dgn eryn, sebab itu semua kerja Allah :') mungkin si dia bukan jodoh eryn. Mungkin ada someone yang dijodohkan bersama dgn eryn telah ditulis di Lauh Mahfuz sejak azali lg :') I believe thats! :') REMEMBER, GOD doesnt give the people you want, HE gives you the people you need. to help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you the person were meant to be. ingat lah kay ayat tu :) Allah dah sedikan yang terbaik untuk kitaa. So tak perlu risau. Eryn berserah kepadanya :) klu ada lah jodoh eryn dgn si dia, insyaAllah kami mungkin akan bersatu kembali, klu tiada jodoh kami, wallahu'alam. Semoga dia bahagia dgn pilihan dia, dan semoga eryn bahagia dgn pilihan eryn :') okay, sorry panjang sangat. sampai di sini saja warkah eryn xD wassalam :')
p/s : Single? well~ Allah is looking at you right now and saying " I am saving this person for someone special" :') don't sad okay guys! chill lah ~
Name: Hezreenur :)
Mrs. Arrogant :) Okay, my name Hezreenur :) Just call me Eryn. Nothing special on me :) Still study. Sweet sixteen :) Sometimes eryn peramah, but sometimes eryn sombong gila :)Sometimes eryn baik, sometimes eryn jahat. Sometimes eryn manja, sometimes eryn garang :) If you don't know me, don't judge me! ;D Respect me and I will respect you :)Eryn ada BestFriendsForever and ever :) Her name is Nadia, but just call her Dieyyaa :) and Yana is my BFF too :) I love both of them ! I have A Good Friends. Iaitu Eyna, Basyi and Raby ! <- Classmate actually :) I love them because they always be besides me :) 
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